the+line+i+walk

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__the line i walk__

i spent four hours waiting for you to get out and we walked side by side among the crowds impacted i smiled and laughed your speech was clear

while we were chatting i wanted to be hesitant but i couldn't stop telling you vaguely some sad story about the past year and my many mistakes

but you're just glad i'm young enough to realize the path i was on versus where i am now and i'm still a kid no matter how much i claim to know

i put on extra make-up so you would look into my eyes you would see me as i am with one extra spritz of perfume so you would know the way i smelled and you would hunt for it in the air

and i'm smart enough to know all the ways i will stand out in your mind every ploy to burn into your memory but i still can't figure out how to make sure i can stay the only one there

but still, i'll listen to your words and bring them back up to continue whatever this may be you waved good-bye and i walked to my car and i never drank again