Sanja+Curovic's+Story

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Hey there, my name is Daniela, also known as Dani. I am a senior in high school and I’ve had a pretty amazing high school life. I haven’t been considered as one of those so called, “popular” girls with football player boyfriends or “OMG” attitudes. I am you typical smart, soccer player who lives life at its fullest. I hardly ever get into fights in school, I never got detention and I’ve never just gone to school to learn. I needed to be active in so many ways. My dad in the type that makes sure I’m always on task in soccer and school work together and that those are the two things I need to be focused on. That’s where he really needs to open his eyes and realize that can’t be done. The most important part that I focus on is my amazingly cute boyfriend, Trevor. To be honest, Trevor is basically what revolves around my life. We have been together all 4 years of high school and never got sick of each other. We haven’t been through one fight argument, or misunderstanding. It’s what I would call, the perfect relationship. Once I realized what love actually meant, I know right now that I have fallen in love with Trevor. One tiny thing tiny thing that happens in our relationship would scare the living daylights out of me. I have done everything for him, including loosing most of my friends because I would choose him over them, make plans with my friends but cancel them because Trevor would want to be with, even get in trouble by my overprotective parents for sneaking out for 45 minutes just to say hi to him. Saying “I love you” isn’t hard for us. It would come out of our mouths every 5 seconds. We plan to be together forever, just like how my parents did. All of my friends tell me that Trevor is a trouble maker and that he isn’t right for me. It got to the point where is pissed me off so much, I just couldn’t take their jealousy any longer. So I moved on. Trevor and I were invited to a graduation party, close to the end of May. This is where I met a friend. “Hey, I’m Marissa. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you before,” she giggled. “Haha, I’m Daniela. Yeah, maybe you just chill with the wrong crowd,” I replied. Marissa and I were talking the whole night and exchanged each others cell phone numbers. Just in case we decide to hang out. Unfortunately, that is exactly what happened. The two of us were closer than close friends. We were sisters in a matter of 2 weeks. She, Trevor and I have all gotten close and all became the best of friends. Until I noticed something. I called Marissa. “Hey Marissa, it’s Daniela, what’s up?” I asked. “Eh, nothing, talking to Trevor. He’s the cutest thing. Don’t chu think?” she replied. I thought to myself that maybe she didn’t know Trevor and I were dating. Maybe I should keep going to make this a juicy conversation. “Oh yeah, he’s definitely a keeper. Why, do you like him or something?” I asked. “Oh no, I know you guys go out, you silly goose. I’m just joking with you. Hey, I was wondering if you and Trevor wanna come over my dad’s condo this weekend. He’s going out of town and I’m having a little party,” she asked. “Yeah, of course, I’ll talk to him,” I answered. “Oh there’s no need for that. I already talked to him,” Marissa giggled. UGH! Why is she talking to him? I hate this, I hate this a lot. Whatever. So, Trevor comes to pick me up so we can get to the party. Once we approach the condo, music is BLASTING. People are crowded outside, trying to get it. Then, here comes Marissa. Jumping on top of Trevor with the biggest hug anyone has ever seen. All she does is looks at me and says hi. Marissa walks us around and shows us where the drinks were and where there was any privacy. When none of that was needed. Trevor was up to getting wasted tonight and I wasn’t. I saw people doing drugs and getting drunk. It kinda looked like fun. I drank a little, then that little went to a lot, and then that a lot went to out of control drinking. I had a good time. After that night, my personality was flipped. I wasn’t who I was before. I became popular, drank on a regular basis, and did drugs on the side. It wasn’t healthy and I needed to stop. A week or two before graduation I get a phone call from one of my friends asking me to come over. She needed to show me something. I rushed over there to see what was going on. My friend Brittany saved a video on her phone and was in the middle of downloading it to her computer. As it was downloading, she was telling me how this isn’t a joke and that she was doing this for the best. A couple minutes later, the video finished. I started to watch it. Suddenly, my heart dropped and tears were rolling down my cheeks. My nose and eyes turned red. I could not believe what I was seeing. Trevor and Marissa hooking up in the boy’s locker room after Trevor’s hockey practice. I started to collapse onto the floor and I couldn’t stop shaking. I blacked out and I needed a lot of help. Never in my life did I think this day would come. Especially days before graduation. When me and him had our lives planned out. I went home struggling not to lose focus on the road and to get home safely. Just when my day couldn’t get any worse, Trevor calls me. I blow out my nose and pick up the phone, trying to sound like I wasn’t crying. “Hello?” I answered. “Babe, we need to talk. Can I come over?” Trevor asked. I replied, “No, talk here.” “Okay, well you know I love you and everything but...” “But, you love Marissa more and decide to cheat on me?” I finished. He sighed, “Yeah, I’m really sorry.” But before he could finish what he was saying, I have already hung up the phone. My heart was shattered into millions of pieces. My life has officially ended. I could not explain the feeling that I had. It was too horrible to talk about and I just couldn’t move on. Trevor has stolen my heart completely and I have fallen in love with him. Not only have a lost a best friend, but I lost my one true love. Being held in his arms while he whispered cute things in my ears to make me feel like we were the only one on the planet was the best feeling in the world. Being appreciated my someone that loves you that much is the best feeling in the world. Having someone to love me that much is definitely the best feeling in the world. And I lost it. I lost every little detail of that amazing experience. All this time I thought I was good for him. This is payback. I wanna make him suffer. I wanna make him feel that he made the worst decision of his life. And that there’s a lot in store for the remaining of it. I’ll fake something. Oh yeah, he believes everything. I’ll fake committing suicide. I call up all my friends and tell them to spread the word, but to not let it get to any of the teachers or my parents. So they did. After a couple days it gets to Trevor and he gives me a call. “DANIELA, what is your problem?!” Trevor yelled. “I love you, I love you so much and you hurt me really bad. I don’t deserve to be on this planet knowing you don’t want me anymore and that Marissa is better than me. The last time you saw me was the last time. And this is the last time you are ever going to talk to me. Goodbye Trevor,” I replied. “Daniela, please don’t. I’m coming over,” he yelled quietly. In a number of minutes Trevor came into my bathroom. He saw the rope hanging from the shower curtain bar being held in my hand. He started to cry. “Please don’t do this. I love you, I really do. I wanted to see if that’s what I wanted and I didn’t. You are what I want and I made a stupid choice in actually thinking about it. When I know that you are what I want. I love you more than life itself and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I won’t be able to do that if you are about to kill yourself. Daniela, baby. I love you so much,” he cried. I couldn’t deal with it anymore so I hugged him with a big smile on my face. We were going to be together forever and we were going to forget about what happened. Graduation came and we finally started our new lives. Trevor and I moved to Hawaii. Which is where Trevor met a friend…