shawn

 shawn

i had a dream so vivid i wish it were true its christmas day and the smell of what should be pine and sap was only the detergent pressing through the cotton of my pillowcase a deram so vivid but i saw his shirt and it was red and he had a hat on i think its christmas day and he came throught my garage door and took a seat at the kitchen table he sits across from me but hes been dead for eleven years now but he looks the same forever my cousin young everthings in motion but i just sit there and watch him smiling maybe i forgave him but like everything we wish for i tell myself it was only a dream